Slump
Not until these past two months have I truly experienced the reality of initiative and independence. I find myself keeping busy these days, but haven’t made time to really sit myself down to job search. I feel unmotivated, yet try my best to scrounge up ways to feel productive.
To all those who are curious as to what the unemployed, out-of-school kids do, take at what my busy schedule entails having been back home for so many weeks:
-working at my mother’s restaurant
-58-12 org duties
-running dozens upon dozens of errands for mother
-hanging out with the bfriend, old and new chums and of course the fam bam
-church and Bible study (hoping to attend more regularly at least)
…and eating. It’s good to be back, America.
Like many of us, I had goals. I HAD GOALS PEOPLE. Where did the motivation that carried me through four years of college go? I need to reorganize my life. Google Calendar, help me get my shizen together.
